I saw her again. That girl I used to be. She was having kool aid and bologna sandwhiches with her big brother. She was swimming in the pool. She was jumping on the trampoline.
Smiling.
Laughing.
Happy.
She’s so tempting to me. My mind keeps dragging out moments from 2 summers ago. And the summers before that.I hit them back like a pinata and they swing back at me, again and again and again, until it bursts open. And all the pieces of my life are scattered across the lawn. It can’t be put back together, so you grab what you can in your hands and go on home.
But home doesn’t feel good either. The walls are covered with pictures of that girl’s life.
The people we were before.
About Me
- Kelsey Marie
- I come from an abnormally large family of beautiful Portuguese people. My family means the world to me. Without them, I would fall apart. My dog is my bestfriend. Music helps me hold on to the little bit of sanity that I have left. I've definately always been a downer, forgive me, it's just my nature. I've learned not to expect anything from anyone because you will only end up dissapointed. My whole life i've felt torn apart limb from limb. I'm trying to find a place that i belong in this world. Somewhere. Anywhere.
my pride and joy.
