So today I worked...came home...ate....and now I'm about to enjoy a nice book.
I like reading. For some reason, reading a good book helps me hold on to the small piece of sanity I have left. Reading keeps my mind clear and calm.
When I read a book, it feems like I'm escaping reality. Its like jumping out of my life and into someone elses. Man, I really like that feeling. I like having the power to escape my life anytime I want and live in someone elses shoes. And when I finish the book, I move onto another.
I don't always like to read though. I'm an intensively indecisive person so I can never make up my mind which thing I enjoy more. Either I'm laying in my bed watching American Dad; or spilling out my emotions onto paper either by drawing what I feel or writing it, or I'm reading a book, or I'm blogging, or I'm swimming, or I'm riding the fourwheeler and trying to do wheelies, or I'm painting.
I just don't stop. I always have to keep busy because of my hair pulling. And I've been doing a real good job at it. Still picking now and again but not nearly as bad as before. I've had this damn life ruining disease for about 7 years now and its intensity is finally slowing down.
Another thing about me; I hate change. Absolutely despise it. But I like to change myself... but when things change around me I go bizzurk. I just don't know how to deal with change.
My most recent life altering decision was deciding to become a vegetarian. I didn't want to die without trying to make the world a better place. Animals don't deserve to be anally electracuted and skinned. I wouldn't like it if someone did that to me and my family.
Its been 2 days and I haven't consumed an ounce of meat. I plan on doing this for a long time.
I suppose ill enjoy my book now. Todays reading.... "Beatle meets Destiny.".
Goodnight everyone.
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