Tuesday, August 17, 2010

16 years ago.

About sixteen years ago, a 'beautiful' portuguese little girl was born to Dennis & Kim by the name of Kelsey Marie.

I think back on my life, and realize, it's not so bad. It could've been better. But i know now that I wouldn't trade it for the world.

I have an okay family, for the most part. I have a nice big house, four acres of land and 6 acres of orchards to run around on and ride the fourwheeler on. I live in a beautiful place surrounded by trees. I have a nice pool and lots of people that love me.

I also realized that maybe i was taking my life for granted. Maybe i didnt realize what i truely needed was already right in front of me.

I dont have alot of friends, but thats okay by me. Cuz' the ones i have, man, they're great. ♥

I AM like everyone else, just a little different. I have two legs and two arms and a face just like everyone else. So what if my hair is short, that just makes me like no other person. I am unique and that doesn't bother me anymore.

I will beat this depression, if it's the last thing i do.
I will win.

I have scoliosis, so what? i'm more flexible than you :)
I have trichollatomania, so what? if i get hott and sweaty, i can take my hair off :) can you?
I have depression, so what? So does 90 percent of America.
I have anxiety, so what? Who doesn't these days.

This is who I am, whether you like me or not.
I'm just a regular 16 year old girl who wants the world to know her.

Like me or not. I'm still gunna shine.

Friday, August 6, 2010

To my nephew, Jaiden Michael.

Dear Jaiden Michael,
You've only seen me a c
ouple times, but i hope you know that I love you so much. I may have not gotten to see you grow up for real, but i've watched you become more and more handsome every day through pictures. I hope someday i'll get the chance to get to know you. Your my only nephew right now, and it would mean the world to me if I just got to spend time with you. Your father is a good man, despite of the desisions he's made. I love your daddy and nothing will ever change that. I hope someday things will change and i'll finally be able to see my nephews bright blue eyes in person. You look just like your father. I remember the first time I held you. You were so tiny and my heart melted knowing that finally, i was an aunt. And that was something that i had been wanting for a long time. But i didn't know that the title 'Aunt Kelsey' would be ripped away from me so soon. For something I didn't do. Despite what anyone tells you, i've always tried to be apart of your life. And you will always be my little nephew Jaiden Michael, you are my blood & nothing in the entire world can change that. I know that you will have a goood life. And I know your daddy and mommy want the best for you. I really miss you Jaiden.

Kisses & Hugs.

Love Aunt Kelsey.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

my favorite passtime.

Is riding around on the four wheeler with my best friend.♥
I love you, Chester♥

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Froggie time!


Name: Griffin Michael.
Adopted by: Kelsey & Robert.